Dear Anshu,

Now when you are gone, I feel so lonely as we shared a special kind of bond. Don't we? I felt like getting the next bus and following you to Chandigarh. I kept on feeling so guilty all the time and especially after your phone from Lathiani when you blamed me for not being with you whenever you needed me the most! I thought of running and chasing you. I will surely come to you as and when I get a chance. You take care of yourself. I opened Yahoo Messenger yesterday but closed it soon after as I needed you to be there to talk to anyone
I have been thinking of chatting with you online as this is the only way to keep in touch.

I kept on thinking about the food that you must have taken in the evening and the sleeping arrangement that you must have made.

So finally now you have "a room of your own" like Virginia Woolf and must make the best use of it.
Teaching is something that has to be enjoyed and relished and as you hav already tasted the fruit of success related to teaching, I am sure that you will continue with it.
Just ask me whenever you are in doubt. Atleast,for that I will always be there.

Yesterday I saw you in my dream-- You looked like a small girl to me and were very angry with your Dadi as she hade hidden all your ink pens and you had to appear in some exam where you needed those pens to write with. You seemed so venerable in the dream! Perhaps basically that is what you really are despite the tough exterior that you try to put on.
So my dear Anshu, just be yourself and don't quarrel with people as like Herbert Blumer, a Psychologist has put it "you have to become a part of their world to see why they behave the way they do" "getting inside the shoes of other" and this is that we cannot do all the time and end up quarreling with others. It destroys even your cool and in the long run the loss is yours. We are not responsible for makiing the world run in right way though at time s we wish like setting it right and getting hurt in the process.

I would now be writing to you everyday and we can even chat if we fix the time. Do tell me about your experiences. And now you are regular faculty and there is no need for you to hide yourself or not to be very interactive. Show your enthusiasm that is natural in you and you will enjoy your stat at your new assignment.

Missing you badly,
Mummy